So today while I was on my break I looked out the window (I work on the 9th floor) and you can see the rooftops below on the close by buildings. My boss came over and told me in spring time you can watch the birds nest and lay their eggs, then you can see them hatch and learn to fly. reason number 839576934 why I love this job.
On another note, I’m the healthiest I’ve been in a long time. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. I’ve completely accepted the fact that I’m not a stick figure, and having a little extra weight on me is a lot less to compromise than mentally fucking myself trying to form this flawless, picture perfect person. I love this city and I never want to leave, I have an amazing job and see nothing but a promising future in every aspect of my life. The best decision I ever made was to leave that place, leave all the things that were holding me back, and the friends that weren’t even real friends anymore, and probably never really were. The only thing that is against me is having my kitty so far away from me. Hopefully that will change very, very soon, because I miss her so much. I can’t even comprehend missing anything the amount that I miss her.
Also thinking about getting a tattoo next week, I think I’m much overdue for a new one.